Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas

I hope you all have a wonderful Christmas!!
I am so excited to see what Sydney thinks of all the stuff she is getting.
A big thank you to Auntie Marcia and Uncle Dave for the box that arrived yesterday!! Sydney tried everything she could think of to get inside of it, but no luck! I'll be sure and post lots of pictures for you.

I hope we all can remember what this season is all about though. I know with all of the hullabaloo it is easy to forget.
And to me this is what Christmas is also about:
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And of course my favorite Chrismas Carol ever it says so much about how much it means to be with loved ones on Christmas!

Monday, December 22, 2008

Update on a previous post

They found the maniac I mentioned in my previous post.
He actually returned to his home and was arrested there.
When they showed him on the news he looked like the devil himself.
He had a HUGE smile on his face. Like he was proud of what he did.

He has revealed to officers that what he had originally planned was something right out of a Hollywood movie plot. He planned to kill around 12 people. And he said the only reason he didn't kill the PCSO deputy is because he was too close to him and all he could see through the scope of his gun was a blur. THANK GOD for that!!!!!

Thank God that Jamie gets to spend another Christmas with his family, and that this mad man is locked up where he can't hurt anyone else. Please continue to think of and pray for the victims family. Not only did they lose their husband/father, they lost their house and everything in it.

Sometimes I wonder why people seemingly go crazy. But honestly if you sit back and think about it...shouldn't we wonder why more people don't go crazy??? With all of the things that people have to go through. Or maybe that's just me being weird, I don't know.

Tis the season to be jolly





Thursday, December 18, 2008

It really makes me think...


Tuesday morning something bad happened. A man basically had been plotting the death of several of his neighbors. He shot one man while he stood in his yard, he shot several times into an occupied house,he set an occupied house on fire and burnt it to the ground,and he shot a deputy that I work with.
It is gut wrenching to be woken up with a phone call telling you that someone very close to you has been shot. (The deputy is fine..very lucky and blessed but fine--he was saved by his bullet proof vest--all he has are bruises and cuts). Now this man is on the loose.
You can read the news story about this incident here...http://www.wdbj7.com/Global/story.asp?S=9530219

Almost every surrounding jurisdiction is now out there in the woods, in the middle of nowhere,in the rain, in the cold tracking this man. And that's where they have been since Tuesday at around 9 a.m. There are of course deputies that I work with everyday, there are State Trooopers, There are police departements, there are D.E.A. agents, there are US Marshalls. I would venture a guess that we have somewhere close to 200 law enforcement officers working this.

They have been out there everyday vigilantly tracking this man. They have barely slept,barely eaten,barely even had the chance to sit down and rest. They are cold, they are wet, they are hungry, they are missing their families. But they are out there anyway. They are doing this for us. All of us. Because that's their job. But to them it is soooooooooo much more than a job.

Last night when several of them came here for a little rest, one of them (no names) looked terrible. NO OFFENSE :) He was soaking wet, covered in mud,bloodshot eyes the whole nine yards. I looked at him and asked if he was ok. His response?? A huge,huge smile and the words "I Love This stuff!!!" He knows that he is doing his best to protect everyone who may be in this mad mans path of destruction.

These guys are my heros!!! In this day and age people don't really care about people anymore. And if they do it is usually because they are trying to get something out of it that benefits themself. It amazes me that I work with these guys. They are risking everything for the greater good. And of course to somehow avenge our deputy that got shot.

My purpose in this blog is double faceted. First life is precious. No doubt about that. You never know if you will have your next breath. Appreciate everything. No matter how big or how small. This makes me realize ten fold that family is really all that matter. Your blood family or the family you have made for yourself. Jobs are important, for sure BUT they are replaceable. Cars are important but you can replace them. Houses are important but you can replace them. Everything you have can be replaced EXCEPT your life. That is why I find it ironic that most people live their life as if they have another one in the bank.

The second part just plain ole pisses me off. The neighbors of this mad man are upset and understandably so. I would be too. I am pissed off for them. BUT they are on the news spouting insults towards the Sheriffs Office that they should have done something more to prevent this. Folks there is only so much that they are able to do. Basically justice isn't for the "good" people it is more in favor of the bad ones. Sad definitely but true.

People are arrested, and re-arrested for the same crimes and are repeatedly slapped on the wrist and let back out. Just like in this particular case. But like always people are looking for a scapegoat, and in this case we are taking the fall. And it just bothers me to no end.


THE GREAT LAW ENFORCEMENT OFFICER
Well, Mr. Citizen, it seems you've figured me out. I seem to
fit neatly into the category where you've placed me.

I'm stereotyped, standardized, characterized, classified,
grouped, and always typical. Unfortunately, the reverse is true..
I can never figure you out.


From birth you teach your children that I'm the bogeyman,
then you're shocked when they identify with my traditional
enemy.. The criminal!

You accuse me of coddling criminals:
until I catch your kids doing wrong.

You may take an hour for lunch and several coffee breaks
each day, but point me out as a loafer for having one cup.
You pride yourself on your manners, but think nothing of
disrupting my meals with your troubles.

You raise hell with the guy who cuts you off in traffic, but
let me catch you doing the same thing and I'm picking on you.
You know all the traffic laws...but you've never gotten a single
ticket you deserve.

You shout "fool" if you observe me driving fast to a call,
but raise the roof if I take more than ten seconds to respond
to your complaint.

You call it part of my job if someone strikes me, but call it police
brutality if I strike back. You wouldn't think of telling your dentist
how to pull a tooth or your doctor how to take out an appendix,
yet you're always willing to give me pointers on the law.

You talk to me in a manner that would get you a bloody nose
from anyone else, but expect me to take it without batting an eye.

You yell something's got to be done to fight crime,
but you can't be bothered to get involved.

You have no use for me at all, but of course it's OK if I
change a flat for your wife, deliver your child in the back
of the patrol car, or perhaps save your son's life
with mouth to mouth breathing, or work many
hours overtime looking for your lost daughter.

So, Mr. Citizen, you can stand there on your soapbox and
rant and rave about the way I do my work, calling me every name
in the book, but never stop to think that your property, family,
or maybe even your life depends on me or one of my buddies.

Yes, Mr. Citizen, it's me...the lousy cop!


The author of this article was Trooper Mitchell Brown of the Virginia
State Police.
He was killed in the line of duty two months after writing the article.


***Please say a prayer for the family of the people who were lost. Please say a prayer for the deputies that are still out there searching.

Monday, December 15, 2008

Santa??...Not so much!

So Sydney went to meet Santa..and she was not impressed!!! She wanted out of there ASAP!!




And Scotty got on roller skates for the first time in 20 some years...No falls or breaks thankfully!!

Thursday, December 11, 2008

I Wonder

I wonder if that precious babe
were born somewhere today,
Would he recline on Bubble Pak
instead of straw or hay?

Would the message of the angel
be broadcast on TV--
Just one more televangelist
ignored by you and me?

Would the anthems of that heavenly choir
hit Nashville from the start?
With concerts,tapes and CD's
no doubt they'd climb the charts.

Would we confuse that glowing star
with satellites in space,
Or think it just a UFO
from a distant,cosmic place?

The "Jesus news" would travel fast
in this information age--
By phone,by fax, by e-mail,
perhaps his own web page.

Would we gladly leave our tasks behind
and travel far and wide,
No hesitation in our quest
to worship at his side.

The answer lies within each soul.
Each year we get to choose
How we will celebrate his brith
and greet the wondrous news.

He comes! He comes! (though not a babe)
so softly none can hear,
And creeps into your life and mine
this joyous time of year.

And listen. Oh, just listen,
his sounds are all around--
The choirs song, the call of friends,
snow crunching on the ground.

The laughter of the children,
the ringing of each bell,
The stories and the carols
we've learned to love so well.

So pause amid the craziness,
embrace each mem'ry dear.
Let tastes and smells and sights and sounds
delight nose,eyes and ears.

And welcome Him this holiday,
with laughter and with joy,
His gift of hope, his gift of life,
That blessed Holy boy.

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Worry

For me December arrives shrink-wrapped in good intentions. High hopes, big plans and a whole lot of wishful thinking.

I envision some kind of a Norman Rockwell holiday painting that burns with the warmth of a old timey, wood burning fire. Or some sort of Martha Stewart shindig with polished silver, candles and fine china. Maybe a Lawrence Welk holiday that has laughter of family and friends, and Christmas carolers standing in your front yard.

I think of a holiday with hot chocolate and straight out of the oven fresh Christmas cookies. Wreathed doors, Christmas lights up on the eaves of houses, and tinseled trees. The underneath of them piled high with presents and packages-handmade,handpicked and handwrapped.

I expect to achieve it all. All at one time, all in one month, all in one breath. Often at the expense of the people I hold dear to my heart. I rarely even give myself enough time to smell the poinsettias :)

I wish I could stop agonizing over getting people just the right gift to show them I care. If I was doing my job as a friend and family member all the year long...the people I'm trying to show how much I care would already know....RIGHT??

I wish I didn't feel obligated to make each and every deputy on my shift a personalized box of candy with all of their favorites in it. I wish I didn't have to keep up with what each of their favorite candies are. But I feel like I have too. Once you start something people tend to depend on it. So I can't disappoint them. Or can I?

I wish just one Christmas day I could rest. Take comfort in the simple joy of being with my family. But I can never do that. I always worry---did I do enough?? Does (_________) like the gift I selected???
I have no idea why I worry like I do. I wish I could stop. But I don't really know how. Maybe it's just me..maybe I should take the advice that one of the guys at work gave me and get some medication for it.LOL!!!

And now I have something else to worry about. I have always had my brother Heath. Whenever I needed him no matter what for he has been there.ALWAYS. No judgements,no questions just there. Sometimes even before I knew I needed him. He's been my protector and my biggest fan (or I think he has anyway :) He is one of my very best friends, and always will be.
But I have known my whole life that I had another,older brother as well. He lived with us a long time ago. I believe I was around Sydney's age, so needless to say I don't remember that. I have never talked to him or to my knowledge seen him, since I have been old enough to remember things clearly.
Anyway for some reason around 3 weeks ago, Terry (the older brother) popped into my head and stayed there. I realized that I had to try and talk to him. I couldn't walk around knowing I had another brother out there that I knew absolutley nothing about. So I got his phone number from Heath,who incidently talks to Terry from time to time. So after a few days of stressing over it, I actually called him. I left him a voice mail message.
And today he called me back. He is great! We talked for quite some time. And he seems just as interested as I am in pursuing some sort of relationship. And he,Heath and myself all agreed that we needed to do better at keeping in touch with one another. Because right,wrong or indifferent we are siblings. Nothing can change that.
So since I call Heath "Brother" I just don't know what to call Terry but I'm leaning towards Other Brother. I just hope that Brother knows that this won't change a thing between us. We are forever best buds!!!

Friday, December 5, 2008

The weirdest thing happened

So any of you that read the Ha Ha post I have no idea where that came from! The only thing I can figure is someone hacked into my blog and decided that was a good post.
It was the weirdest thing I've ever read in my life. So any of you that read it and became instantly confused I am sorry.

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

It's The Most Wonderful Time of The Year!!

Enjoying Thanksgiving dinner



Sydney having her first experience with sleet.



Thank you Auntie Marcia for the Christmas Countdown!! Sydney is obsessed with looking in her "Socks"



Opening her first "sock"...a personalized Sydney puzzle.


Checking out the lights and the snow!



Time to decorate the tree...



Callie wants to help too.










Sock #2..A snowman ring